syaqirachantek

     This is my gun, there are many like 'em but this one was mine. I will die with my gun , I will never let go of my gun. Because it's my gun, it is greater than any other guns.

Everyone know about alone forever but I don't.  For me alone forever is nothing. I always have my friends, best friends, close friends and my family. With them I never feel alone. I never felt went I was 5, I always think about playing with my friends and my brother but when I age 13 everything feel different because my best friends    change to another school and there so many people that I don't know. I'm feel so shy, silent and lonely. Shy and silent is my type don't worry about that  (>_<). Never mind that, and that how I started to felt alone. After class finish, I always walk to the bus stop to wait my mom and while I walking, I always thinking "why I am feel so alone", " why I am alone", "why, why, why!", "I don't deserve this"and One fateful day something just pop in my head that say that " I'm not alone, I'm just thinking that I'm alone, instead, I'm not and god always love and be with you". That word make me feel so happy and alive again. And I always thinking that I'm alone, even I'm a loner, god see everything what we do everydy and oh if you feel alone, stop thinking  about it, just go tell your friends or family that you feel so alone, maybe they care, about it (~u~). Ok that all what I'm going tell you,  gnite and I'm going to sleep. Bah-bye